I was asleep after a long week and a late shift the night before. It was Saturday morning and I could sleep in!!! I went out after my shift Friday night and got home after 2am and had a few more drinks before I went to bed. My phone rang around 9am. I looked at the caller and it was my sister!?!?!? My sister never calls me! So I answered the phone. She asked me if I was awake… “Well I am now! What’s up?”. “Its dad! He went to the doctor yesterday because he was having difficulty breathing and pain in his chest. He is having open heart surgery first thing on Monday morning! He is 75% clogged!” My heart stopped, I sat up in bed in shock! How could this happen? He is my Super Man! He was my everything! I was always Daddy’s girl. He has never put a carcinogen in his body! He doesn’t drink adult beverages, smoke, or over indulge in candy and sweets. He grew up on a farm eating mostly organic, exercises every day, very active mentally and physically. He does everything right! He is a doctor’s dream patient. How could he have ANYTHING wrong in his body? I told my sister that I was scheduled to work a double on Saturday and lunch on Sunday but I would get rid of my shift on Sunday and leave when I got off work Saturday night. It was a six hour drive home for me. I was devastated!
I went to work. I tried my best to put the impending surgery out of my mind. I would go out on the floor and play the part of a skilled server, going through the motions. I had a few regulars come in that night and they noticed something was off. I quietly told them. I went back to the kitchen and started crying. I couldn’t pretend that it wasn’t bothering me anymore. I wiped my tears and went back on the floor. After all; all the world is a stage and we are all merely players. I approached my manager when I came in to see if I could get out of my lunch shift on Sunday and was instructed to have someone pick it up. I asked all of my co-workers and none of them were willing to do it. They had plans to party that night and didn’t want to come in early. Initially I did not tell them about my father. I didn’t want to talk about it for fear that I wouldn’t get through my shift. My boyfriend was working in the kitchen and he is the only one who knew. Finally, the shift was ending and the servers were all in the private dining room rolling silverware to close our shift. I finished my roll-ups and lost it! I loudly told ALL of them to FUCK OFF! “I tried to be nice about it, but all of you are selfish alcoholic drug abusers!!! You are more interested in polluting your bodies than helping another person!” It was then that I told them about my father. I looked at the manager, told her that she can have my job. “Do what ever it is that you see fit, but my father is more important than this job!!! I am leaving tonight to drive and be there for him when he wakes up so I can spend some time with him before he goes into surgery. I will call you when I return to see if I am still employed. And as for the rest of you ~ Go to hell!!!” I was very angry and hurt. They all tried to offer to pick up the shift after my rant. I told them it was too late and the damage was done. I checked out with the manager and left to pack my bags for the longest trip home that I had EVER taken.